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25 December 2012 @ 11:59 pm
  

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the resolute urgency of now
01 March 2012 @ 07:11 pm
Gravity
Part One of Two

Damon/Elena/Stefan | T | ~12 000+
'But I am not a prize to be won, Damon, and I think you need to understand that.' She's not being cruel, she's being honest, and she believes that Damon needs to hear this. That Stefan should hear this, too. 

Author's Notes: Oh wow, so this is what the internet looks like, I'd forgotten! My laptop broke a few months ago, and just last week I picked up my brand new Vaio. It is named Klaus. JUDGE ME. To celebrate my return to the net, I couldn't help but write what's been brewing in my head the last couple of weeks. TVD has been killing me lately, and the characters are just so messed up it's beautiful. However, my love for Elena knows no bounds, and I've been seeing a lot of hate directed toward her recently. I tried to put myself in her shoes while writing this, and it probably won't be what a lot of you want to read or will agree with. I know that. I'm warning you now. Some of you may love it and completely agree. We'll see, right?
This focuses on a central of Damon/Elena, but the OT3 makes its appearance. It's their complications and their triumphs, however small the latter might be. It's not about right and wrong, but about trying to decide what's right for you. Sometimes you do things that no one will like. But people are allowed to make mistakes, and I think a lot fans forget that when they watch TVD.  
This story contains a lot of dialogue, a lot emotion, and some sad people. Rated T for language and mentions of sex. 
To cut a long story short? This is the conversation I believe Damon, Elena and Stefan need to have. 
Forgive the longest Author's note in the history of time, would you? 
I've not been at this for a while, so there's probably some rust.

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the resolute urgency of now
01 March 2012 @ 07:10 pm
Gravity
Part Two of Two

Part One of Two Here
Damon/Elena/Stefan | T | ~12 000k+
'But I am not a prize to be won, Damon, and I think you need to understand that.' She's not being cruel, she's being honest, and she believes that Damon needs to hear this. That Stefan should hear this, too.




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the resolute urgency of now
31 December 2011 @ 05:37 pm
NYE  
FLIST. time differences are like, shitty. so, if you are on the other side of the world it is probably not new year's eve for you yet. but here in new zealand it has just gone five thirty in the afternoon, and we're gonna start hitting it up this evening in the amazing tent we have put out on the front lawn. be jealous.

all in all, wishing you all a fantastic new year - hope you all have a fantastic night wherever you are and whoever you're with - and all the best for the next year! ♥
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the resolute urgency of now
24 December 2011 @ 11:09 pm
time zones mean nothing when it comes to christmas - and it is christmas eve here in new zealand! wishing you all a very merry christmas, filled with love and family and friends, and a fantastic new year! thank you all for being awesome, there's no one out there like the LJ crew ;) 

all my love, 
lania.
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the resolute urgency of now
16 December 2011 @ 10:06 am
I AM BACK. BEING BACK IS AWESOME AND HORRIBLE SIMULTANEOUSLY. 

I was going to reply to everyone's comments on the last post, but felt I'd be repeating to everyone the same thing and I'm super awkward at that so. For anyone following, this is a mass reply to the last entry with a quick update on my AMAZINGLY EXCITING life. (Caps = Sarcasm, just there) Also; information on Christmas fic. And some questions.

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the resolute urgency of now
27 November 2011 @ 10:46 pm
Life is currently very stressful. My grandfather (who is pretty much my dad) has been in hospital for the past week, after waking in the night due to fevers and illness. It's pretty bad, he'd dealing with some Dementia which is taking a toll on our family (my mom especially, not to mention my nana who is kind of living in denial) but it's not progressed into anything terrible, like where he doesn't know who we are. I've been at the hospital every day, twice a day for the past week, and I'm so exhausted it's not even funny. That's kind of put a hold on my writing, as below you also read. (If you make it that far) I mean, my mom is pretty tiny, in size and weight, and my near six foot stature leaves me as one of the few who can actually ~lift him/hold his weight if he needs to move or anything.

BUT. I should never make promises because I'm shitty at keeping them. Especially in reference to writing for TVD. By this time I was supposed to have finished my Christmas!fic, and two other one-shots, but... I suck. So. However, the lovely tinnny has offered to beta some work for me, WHICH I was supposed to have finished by today because I'm going away tomorrow. And I never did that, either. So... I suck. Again. (My God, there's a recurring theme, here.) 

What I was getting to there, is, I'm in Australia for two weeks from tomorrow (and god the guilt I'm dealing with for leaving my grandfather right now, but I paid for this ticket months ago and my whole family is like GO, GO), so I'll be MIA for that length of time. I'm not taking my laptop (it's going to be hard, trust me) so I won't have access to the net while I'm gone. 

So this has been a post, which is kind of rambly and would have my English teacher pitching a fit at the structure, among other things. But it is late, and this will probably be the last chance I get to go on the net. So. 

I HOPE EVERYTHING IS OKAY FOR YOU, FLIST! 
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the resolute urgency of now
06 November 2011 @ 01:20 am
Humidity
Damon/Elena | M | ~4500
'Can I tell you the rest tomorrow?' Elena wakes up before dawn to some realizations of her own, and she and Damon conquer them together, only to confront them in the morning.
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the resolute urgency of now
26 October 2011 @ 09:02 pm
ALL I WANT TO DO IS WRITE BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE THERE IS THIS HUGE BLOCKAGE. NOT TO MENTION NOVEMBER IS LIKE, DAYS AWAY, AND I AM SO STUCK ON WHAT I SHOULD DO THAT I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING. RANTY-RANT-RANT.
 
 
the resolute urgency of now
13 September 2011 @ 01:24 pm
Oh My God. Just a few more days until Season Three! I am so excited it hurts. It fucking hurts. I'm also incredibly dissapointed in myself at the same time that I did not finish the Birthday!Fic I was supposed to be writing before the premiere. My mom left for England the other day and I've been so busy taking over her role as caregiver for my grandparents that I just haven't had any time. ANNOYED ME IS ANNOYED. I'll probably still finish it and post it, but ~nevermind. 

HAVE WE SEEN THE NEW PROMOS? ARE THEY NOT BEAUTIFUL?! MY HEART, GUYS, MY HEART.